Lord Krishna will kill me?

Until my death?
I am killing thousands of soldiers on his side?
He is not stopping me?

Krishna is God?
God is omniscient?

There are many ungodly evil spirits in his team?
He does not want to be a sinner?by?killing?them?

I am actually helping him?
to establish justice?by?killing those evil ones?

It is an unwritten agreement?
between Krishna and me that no one knows?

Arjuna will kill?the?wicked on my side?
I will kill?the?evils on Krishna’s side?

Arjuna will not benefit?
Me will not benefit?
Profit will be only for Krishna?

The?day that Arjuna and I will fight face to face?
Krishna will kill me?
Arjuna will think as if he himself has killed me?

I love my brother Arjuna??
and have pity on him?

Keeping God as his bodyguard?
Arjuna is fighting with me?
I am fighting with God , not with him?
Not only this, Arjuna does not even know?
that his big brother never wants to be victorious?by?killing his younger brother?

Arjuna is just learning and fighting to be first??
That’s why he will fall down from?the?path of heaven?

Without being a hero?
Heroism is not possible?

I am fighting with my sharp weapons?
Krishna’s chariot is coming back at my heroism?
I don’t want such a defeat of God?
I don’t want my younger brother to die?
I can’t neglect myself?by?keeping my arms aside in war?
I also can’t betray my best friend Duryodhana?

I am helpless?
Oh God?
Let me die?

Without letting Arjuna to know?
Lord Krishna admits my pray with a bit of smile?
The?earth has very fast swallowed up?the?wheels of my chariot?

Arjuna was waiting for this golden chance?
And Krishna ordered his invisible Sudarshana to accompany with Arjuna’s arrows?
Suddenly I fallen down?

God himself is my rival?
My fortune?
I have died at?the?hands of God?

When Lord Parashurama,the?incarnation of God?
Was cursing me?
You were watching me?
Oh time?
You will be a witness for?the?future?Karna?

(Guna?Moran?is an internationally acclaimed Assamese poet and book reviewer. His poems are published in more than 200 hundred international magazines, journals, webzines, blogs, newspapers, and anthologies including Indian Literature, Indian Poetry Review, Indian Review, Indian Periodical, Muse India etc. He won the Creator Of Justice Award 2020?by?International Human Right Art Festival and got a chance for reading poetry at Frankfurt Book Fair 2020 ( Digital edition). His poems have already been translated into thirty languages. He has published three poetry books to his credit.?)